internal conflict

Long ago about a year ago, I decided to start going out with someone. but there was also another person in my life that I had a very close relationship with and was hoping got take it a little further. but I never did. when I started going out with the one girl, it wasn't good at all. she seemed to scared to open up. and we never really had fun. but then my friend was always there and we always had fun. so inside I was battling with myself on which person to be with. should I break up with "a" and go out with "k" or stay with a and try to be miserable. well I ended up staying with a and k moved on. I rarely talk to k anymore and when I do its just not the same. I sometimes wonder if i made the right decision but things have a way of working out.

Perfect girl

well I guess that if I could create the perfect girlfriend for myself, Id make her a funny person. A good character. Good personality. Can be funny and serious. She'll show the right emotions. Not to many pet peeves just the occasional thing here and there. She has to like sports. As for how she looks, she definitely has to be shorter than me. She'd have brownish blonde hair. a light tan. pretty face. A nice body, lean and fit. Nice female features. And her name would be Ashley

wrinkle in time

If there was one thing I wish I could go back in time and change I would go back in time and ask out one of the best friends I ever had. her name was Alina, I met her in Missouri when I was living with my grandparents. She was the nicest and one of the pretest girls I had aver had as a friend. We always spent time together and I knew she liked me. But I never had the balls to ask her out. What I would change. We usually took night time walks together for about two hours. During one of those walks I would take her in my arms and ask her to go out with me. Now I'm never that mushy its just that would have been nice to do. But i love the girl I'm with now, things have a way of working out.